Drowning in Depression

Set Jaw
Firm resolution
Look to the Bright side
I am FREE

I am alone,
I see no one thru the day
Nothing drives me much anymore

I have Avon
I need to build it
Make it my new job

I need to clean my home
Reclaim it for my own
Overcome the packrat in my soul

But I can't sleep at night
(that was MY store)
I can't seem to get anything done
(not good enough)
I call and call and get no answer
(did they ever really wanna talk to me to begin with)

I try to banish the bad thoughts from my mind
Replace them with good
But the optimism is being drowned
By the waves of depression
That roll over me like the unceasing tide